Work is sucking big time. I feel so overloaded and I hate saying anything because I think my co-workers just look at me as whiner. :( But really 24 projects is way too much for one person to handle. I know in the economy I should be thankful for my job, but I too often lately I wish I would be downside out. I know that's sad and scary especially since I don't have a hefty savings to live off. But I just can't take it. That being said I will haul my ass in to work tomorrow and put in my 8+ hours and try to put a happy face on.
Settling in to the new place okay. Feels weird. I feel like a 3rd wheel. Actually now the baby is around 4th wheel. I try to keep to myself or out of the house and let the happy family have their time together.
My relationship is string going along. I doubt it will ever end up in anything more than what we have now (a.k.a. marriage). At times I'm okay with that, but they're are times I'm not.
I was watching Mama Mia (movie) today and I wonder if my mom wishes I had done more with my life. I wonder if I wish for more. 10 years ago I would say I would be married and had started a family by now. And now... I sit alone on my bed in my room and (sigh). So many of my friends are or in the process of getting married and then it seems like everyone is having babbies around me. There's where the feeling of failure comes from.
- Current Location:United States, California, Concord
- Current Mood: sigh
Yesterday it got up to 97 degrees here and today is supposed to another hot one. :-( I am not sure if I am ready for this heat. Yesterday went to see a movie "Angels & Demons" but before the showing the entire theater lost power. Actually about 3 long city blocks looked to be without power.
Speaking of movies I did see Star Trek and I lived it!!! I hope they do more with that cast. They went into Kirk & Spook's background quite well, but they could (& I think should) go into the rest of the cast's backgrounds.
The new house is nice. No cable or internet yet. Posting this via my iPhone and it's connection.
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- Current Mood: good
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It's April right? Then where did my Spring go? Yesterday the weather was in the mid 90's. Yes, you read that right I said mid 90's in temp. Today is suppose to 94 where I live/work. So I can't help but wonder where my Spring went to.
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- Current Location:On my way to work
- Current Mood:Confused